The following is found scrawled in one of Olivier’s journals:
“How are you doing, mon amour? I’m shaking as it is, and he wasn’t my Uncle. I can only imagine what it’s like for you”
“I can’t believe he’s gone either. I didn’t want to kill him. It just happened. I hope you can forgive me.”
“It’ll take some time. You know me, I’m not a killer and don’t want to start anytime soon. I just want to create, not kill.”
“Thank you. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
“I hope this new place is alright.”
“I’m scared, too. I’m going to miss mother and father. I’m sure Anastasie, will as well. I also hope I can protect the two of you in this new place”
“It all sounds really scary, but also somewhat safe from your father’s reach.”
“I know that sounds harsh, but remember what he did to my mother, to you, and what he said as we were running”
“It was really weird how violent he’s become. He’s always been such a nice man.”
“Remember when he’d get us pastries when we’d watch mother perform in the square?”
“He’d stand up for us too when Gregory and his family would harass us”
“I can’t imagine what would have changed him so much”
“And now we’re running from him. The man who raised you and helped raise me”
“I hope mother and father are alright. At least we’re together, I can’t imagine taking on this journey alone.”
“I know it’s only been a few days, but I already want to go back home”
“I know it would be a death sentence, but at least we would have some kind of happiness until then”
“But what if this new place is as horrible as the stories we’ve heard?”
“You’re right, as long as we’re together, we can do whatever we set our minds to”
“Have you thought about things you want to make? It’ll be around early winter when we arrive, and the Mari Lwyd should be taking place. I’ve been trying to write poetry for the others there”
“A scarf? That sounds great! I would love to wear it. You’re such a thoughtful person, Alexander”
“I love you, too, mon amour”